Its kindah crazii how i tweak myself out. I wonder how yh feel about me even tho yhu say yhu love me i still wonder what else yhu feel.... its crazii how yhu make my day even if im mad at yhu for reasons i will never tell yhu even tho i always have a reason ((yhu can trust me on that lolzz)) but anyways...... to say i've felt like this before wld be a lie becuz i dnt really get close to ppl for the simple fact of they always hurt me but somehow yhu get over the walls i put around me to protect myself from getting hurt and thats good cuz i kno that yhu actually care enough to want to be with me even tho yhurr not with me but its also bad becuz then yhu can hurt me too but i dnt think yhu will or that yhu want to :-) its crazii how i miss yhu so much even when yhurr around and yhu know im always sad when yhu have to go i love it when yhu make me laugh and when we sit tgether and yhu juss hold me that makes me feel special or somethin idk ((cuz i dnt wanna say it makes me feel tingly lmaoo)) i guess all i need now is for me to be yhurrs bcuz i hav everything else but that and when i get it everything will be perfect ((or as close as it can get)) and then i wouldnt hav anythinq to be sad abt bcuz then i wld hav yhu and yhu make me happy and i love that cuz i dnt have alot to be happy about and juss in case yhu dnt already kno it even tho i say it all the time i love yhu and i think i always will.
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