Me +&& You

Today well i should say yesterday cuz its like 1 in the morning lol, but yhu came ovahh mah house an as usual i never wanted yhu to leave but i dnt think yhu understand that love yhu or how much so i guess imma havto prove it by giving yhu th one thing i have that no one else can ever hav. so i guess its like im falin in love wth yhu or  somethin and thats the one thing im afraid of more than heights i think we need to talk or somethin juss talk to see where we are at. I mean juss cuz i love yhu and yhu love me dont mean that its meant to be or that we will ever be together. i need for you to understand how i feel or the way im thinkin because i dnt hink yhu do and this,us, we're startin to feel repetitive i dont kno i have alot of feelingsz about yhu and i dnt really kno how to express them  i never was any good at that lolzz i wonder why that is............ yhu keep sayin im scared and i kindahh am but imma gt over it i promise or imma try but idk i jjuss wanna feel like yhu want as much as i do out of this but if yhu dont thats cool love seems to hate me anyway lolzz

Loving The Unknown

Its kindah crazii how i tweak myself out. I wonder how yh feel about me even tho yhu say yhu love me i still wonder what else yhu feel.... its crazii how yhu make my day even if im mad at yhu for reasons i will never tell yhu even tho i always have a reason ((yhu can trust me on that lolzz)) but anyways...... to say i've felt like this before wld be a lie becuz i dnt really get close to ppl for the simple fact of they always hurt me but somehow yhu get over the walls i put around me to protect myself from getting hurt and thats good cuz i kno that yhu actually care enough to want to be with me even tho yhurr not with me but its also bad  becuz then yhu can hurt me too but i dnt think yhu will or that yhu want to :-) its crazii how i miss yhu so much even when yhurr around and yhu know im always sad when yhu have to go i love it when yhu make me laugh and when we sit tgether and yhu juss hold me that makes me feel special or somethin idk ((cuz i dnt wanna say it makes me feel tingly lmaoo)) i guess all i need now is for me to be yhurrs bcuz i hav everything else but that and when i get it everything will be perfect ((or as close as it can get)) and then i wouldnt hav anythinq to be sad abt bcuz then i wld hav yhu and yhu make me happy and i love that cuz i dnt have alot to be happy about and juss in case yhu dnt already kno it even tho i say it all the time i love yhu and i think i always will.