16 April 2011

Why Am I So Fucking Stupid

i knew yhu didnt love me i mean of course yhu dnt nobody loves me but i thought yhu did or could or would but yhu dnt and its juss that simple and one of these days i wont cre about yhu anymore i will stop loving yhu and i wont miss yhu all the time............. I cnt believe i was stupid enuff to thinkthat yhu loved me but its fine or it will be cuz my heart hurtsz right now and i think maybe some part of me died or somethin or maybe yhu juss broke the one thin i could never protect even when i tried my hardest i let yhu get close to me and thts my fault but that is the first and last time i will let anybody get close to me im gonna stay cold and distant because im sick of being me im sick of falling in love with people who dont love me back and im sick of yhu being able to control my emotions cause there is no way i should be crying over yhu i dont fucking cry and i will hate yhu forever for that............ well yhu can go fuck with somebody else's emotions cuz im sick of yhu fucking with mine yhu probly thought it was a gme or something well thats fine cuz its game over................. i said it before and i should hav stuck to it fuck love simple as that........................... and even tho yhu probably dnt care i do (( for now anyway)) love yhu

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